She hates me, I love herI wrote this as a response to a friend's (are we, still?) journal as soon as I saw it published. Now that I know for sure, here you go. Things will probably be awkward, won't they? Oh well. It's up to you if you still want to be friends or not. I won't change for anyone, let me remind you (history repeating itself, isn't it, Kyra?). If you don't want to be, let's just get the dance over with and separate ourselves. Isn't that the only option?
And sorry I pretty much just copied your feelings and posted them here. I just needed a reference to type with cause I can't do shit on my own.
Hope you see this.
There are certain rules in life that are unspoken. It’s the best friend thing that threw me off.
You don't throw away things that belong to your best friend. Am I sure this is written for me?
You don't take things that belong to your best friend. I’ll still think it is, though. And I never knew I was that close to you.
You don't take things that once belonged to your friend, unless they say it's okay. I never got a clue. Or maybe that was just an example.
You don't take things, or ANYTHING FOR THAT MATTER that once belonged to your friend that they've lost which they want back. I’m just the friend, of whom you hate her guts.
I think that some people just don't have their heads screwed on right. Mine never was on right. I truly wish it were.
I hope you know who you are. I’m just another stupid person that hasn’t got a clue.
I am not happy with you. You have all the right to want to stab me, wrench my heart out, fucking kill me. I want you to.
In fact, I am incredibly ridiculously pissed off with you. I want to feel the pain that I’ve caused you. Because I’m too dumb to comprehend.
You. think. i. don't. know. Know what?
i'm not fucking stupid bitch. That we’re friends?
I hope you die, and I hope you choke on your own blood. Are you kidding, I’ve been wanting to do that for a while. Would you kill me if I asked you to?
I hope you realised what you've done, and how much hurt you cause me without knowing. I don’t know, tell me. Wouldn’t that be what you want? To spit it in my fucking face, tell me how much you hate me because of what I’ve done?
I hope you're happy that you've ruined my new start. I don’t even know him, how can I have ruined it?
I hope you're happy that you've brought back the one thing from making me happy again, after months you saw me go through. I thought you were over it. You like him now, remember?
Thank you so much for coming into my life Your welcome.
Thank you so much for leaving marks all over You mean the ones that were begging to start?
Thank you so much for treating it like your little bitch Treating what?
Thank you so much for pretending to be my friend I am. I love you, I wouldn’t pretend.
Thank you so much for acting all innocent infront of me, as IF you don't know how much i fucking hate you and how much i want you to die. I was being innocent because I didn’t know. But now I do, aren’t you glad? Kill me. It wouldn’t be counted as murder, simply self-defense, no?
Oh my gosh, and you have no idea do you? You’re absolutely right. I didn’t have a clue.
because your life is all about you. I’m a selfish little brat. What can I say? I want attention.
no one else, no. Why would I be with you all if I thought that way? Really, think about that.
Why would anyone else's feelings matter anyway? Because I want to know what they think.
IT'S JUST FEELINGS! People get over them! LIKE SERIOUSLY. Get a hold of yourself.
No, not me. Apparently not.
I'm NOT over it. You should be, if you’ve moved on.
And now thanks to you, i won't be. That’s too bad, isn’t it?
thanks, really. Especially when I don’t feel that way.
And to flash it in front of my face. I didn’t mean to. You asked, you read.
yes, because it wont hurt me at all. Can’t you just pretend I don’t exist?
FUCK. YOU. Please do.
Why can't you just move back? What do you think I’m about to do?
We were all fine without you. There’s too much drama here, anyways.
Go back, bitch. Go. I’m leaving, I’m leaving…
So yeah.
fine.
you want to?
bang.
go.
go fuck.
follow what "fate" says.
see if i'll still be here when you get back.
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So yeah.
laksjdhfasklfhaksdjfh.
just needed to blow off some steam.
I don't care if this is bitchy. It makes perfect sense.
i don't care if this is imamture. Only a mature person would say it full out.
I don't care if this is pointless It made my night.
i don't care if you all hate me now Who would? You’re irresistible.
i don't care if you all think i'm overreacting. Never.
you're not in my situation, you don't know this bitch, I may not be in your situation, bu I know this bitch.
You can't say shit. You’re talking about me, aren’t you?
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Don’t try to live so wise.
Don’t cry ‘cause you’re so right.
Don’t dry with fakes or fears,
‘Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
(i think I've seen you at school)
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IndieKid
And seriousllyyyy?
;o
WAB, amiright?
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IndieKid
I LOVE YOU
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ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̲̅. Flip it upside down to make it upside right, and you'll find something beautiful.
BIATCH.
<3
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